Aquila at nighttime zenith
His toga peeled back appealingly, revealing
Antinous’s yet-congealing future features
His fallow chin without shadow of beard’s hint
Hadrian’s preying gaze ere surveillant
Signalled a willingness to be availed
Of; he the idle cat
His captor the long rows of well bedded mint.
By dint his status, a rustic
Below but not a slave
His submission seeds an ill-fitting craving in this Caesar-Hadrian.
His muscles, his bulk, his musk – oh, the Unconquered Sun flutters,
Which woe wishes unto conquered others.
The Emperor whose mind should drift to thoughts of higher kind
Are fixed finding applicable endings for tiresome, lovesick lines:
Wringing my hands, ringing bells of gladness at your advance
At last some advantage slams into this famished fantasist
Antinous, my heart’s continuance
The sinuous contrivance of your sinless hide
Wild-eyed, he does not know that he will die
But he will and by lover’s strike.
Over the side, kerplunk
The Nile’s fanged lungs
Consumed what royal anger left of his looks.
That symmetry remarked upon once as the result
Of union twine exultant divine and mortalkind,
How else should one arrive at such a wealth of potential prides?
Surely he was that, pride and tactful champion of his Bithynian tribe.
Your prettiness will see you deified, long survived
Courtesy of your shortened life.
The curtains close with a still lightful sky
The youth’s form deformed by fatal intercession; becoming Osiris.
Red as rubbed eyelids
The ichor squidding from his pilotless pod’s skidding
His frying eyes unrenew binding time’s rough sinews
And lost youth impossibly continues.
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