I’m that boy who, because he wore trousers that he had received
That very evening
On which he turned eighteen, which him as adult delineated,
Could not board the lifeboats,
Could but bawl as they noised away emptily,
Full of women and children like the thoughts of soldiers.
The clock ticks over, you can’t fix broken.
Woken I sat up and early light made unearthly satellites circuit my vision
I stirred, felt along the sturdy bedside locker’s top, fixed on the smokes
Brought one to my wordful hole
The business end I submitted to the truthfinding pathfinding rigours of fire
Once lit, aflame like a conqueror’s boats, flame-swathed
Ensconced in wantonness, a freebooter’s crude shark confidence
And above that sharp countenance, the wilting paper tip of a facsimile fin
Pieces puzzleless, boardless games whose puzzling rules change ever
By the game, gain for gain for gain for gain, to gain
Her famed celebration, I feigned a singleton’s pricetagged charm
Presented availably, a solar infatuation invaded me
A fate which in retrospect so clearly awaited me
The garden whose paths fork, a cruel warden
By ward died crawling through thorns, to save my life
I failed to die at his side; when asked, lie.
Some things are easier to digest with time, other things are best undined
Staring into it long and hard
The sun unwinds me as only temperature’s zeniths might
The alchemies which run freely in my veins
Who lend silver wisdom to the healing wand of a rigid centaur
His phallus though a fixture of his equine moiety was distinctly derived of the human variety
And thrived on this flurry of activity, his eyes wide and wild, that nothing would evade his sight
The slurry of his mind mired many but not I
The pennies on my eyes
I entrusted to a friend of mine
Who swore they would furnish Trevi’s awesome basin
That I might return to eternally ancient Rome anciently eternal thereto all roads return
Tours detours some day the levees will break, sewerloads will be raised
Bergs of turds bulging, full of balled effluvia
Congealed to nauseating pellets
Hard as the impact of a jacked blacksmith’s best hammer thwack; tell it
Tell the world that which repulses the empty marble of the sun
To flood with wet sand and vomit
The bubbling athanor of my stomach
My toilet. My God. The Gards are to be called
A brown blooded man with sweetcorn flesh has been stabbed.
It looked like I had consented, finally, to try The Borgias’ fine dining establishment
Despite multiple reviews from the recently bereaved relatives of one-time patrons
Assuring me, by name, that I would die if I tried a single bite
But I hate refusing an invitation.
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