Watching timered grains between columns spiralling
When the last retires, he life’s timer recycles
Empty egg hosts brood nested awaiting entry by hireling psyche
Some are given souls of beggars, others valorous high kings
But in rendering, at tithe’s taking, at tide’s last licking, at lake lady’s last gladius alofting
All are thin arriving ragged to the liminal threshold, stragglers dragging themselves across dappled canyons like escapeful rats retreating squeaking across a cannoned hold
What flesh imprisons freed, enfolding light greedily drinks down dark
Death’s cryptic logistics, stressed but smiling
He has a list of those who have died, beguilingly long and daily higher
He works tirelessly from cock to wolf but swelling ink engulfs the page’s empty space
Noting one name, furls his scroll
He dreams not of Eden, but he was there
Emerging first careless Arcadia, slapping the raised ape’s face
Who imaginated himself above mortal fates, must eat, dream, leave this place
Shown his gift’s occulted underside, undesirable element which hostful heaven’s eminence wrought dually in everything
Let crags furrows and flecks crowd thy pleasant face, distending with aging
Tending towards bitter entropy, slow wasting away from birth of all men
Emerging wet, living wild a while, and dying bent begging more time
Even worst suffering whom pleasure never sanctified go not gladly to die
Cursed with hope which woman first eloping with sense in opening Pandora’s chest sentenced all to
Groping with fingerless hands in clammy sweetsmelling lazarets where priests in dark, austere dress impress wetness on speckled brows
Like roped sailors screaming over siren songs, utterly in thrall to persistence
Shaking what were heads in defiant, ever rising skyward higher to the Idea
Form first which thought dawns
Bursting forth at time’s birth
Draining touch fair maiden maven sapped.
Indexes of tyrants, would-be Byrons, poor cooks and hookers
Those struck dead suddenly, praying to Barbara sullenly
Long sufferings sizing death as succouring
Plainly hideous, happily ever afters
Village idiot, helot and master
The Spartan, the Athenian, the Delian triaster with its high masted triremes
The harlot and casket carrier, mothers and unmarrieds, the keen
Whom to unpromised days plotted bold courses
Pride goeth before a somersault, ever falling fortress of living
Fortified by abounding death, united neither by breath nor breadth of experience but by terminal ends
Assurance of our residences’ impermanence
We shall emerge glistening, sweat, blister and be away urgently
We shall be trenchant, or dig trenches along salients, or lend ear to less fortunates
Occurrence of demise these miles round
How to fit six souls on a Styx slowboat
Without Charon falling in
Incurring gondolier’s chagrin
From deathbed to Bardo
Last of thinking
Last of inking
Whispering sod below which linger broken-bodied corn kings
They sing out to me, calling me Prince
I am old and cruel-throated, thwarted often
Factotum but never a master, I am Jack of all things
I am plaster cast of an age’s finest marbles
I am bastard last of old Gaelic bards
I am maenad, thyrsus armed and ‘pard-armoured
I climb withershins like a beak-deft butterfly on newborn wings
Upon wrinkled pillows, an old poet’s ardoured form
Desk of art’s creation busy with stationery, marks of monomania
His friends according to his last testament lend them to the flames
Opened grate into which they are fed, like the infanticidal Tophet
What worlds they discerned, what oils from without bled from heaven to that pen
What fames their publication may have entailed are consumed by brazier’s sawing flame.
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