December forever

Cautioned that it’ll be curtains soon.

Auntie interviewed a nuclear weapons specialist on the news at ten

Only caught the end but it stuck. His curtness. The blows uncushioned.

Struck by the speaker’s fretful manner when discussing

The shameful direction we as a species had taken

I sat up in bed, leant closer

Oceanblue boxlight from the 65″ OLED with boxsmell

Like a half deaf person watching Tenet, practically hugging the box

Frankly he looked disgusted, and shook

While the reported talked, the expert would look

Over his shoulder, toward his four lock door

As if at any moment without warning some drones might storm it

His eyes moved slyly side to side

Like a Rook confined to the starting line

I watched with increasing trepidation

His dour presentation

A repackaged forever malaise for the daylong craze generation

The shaking hand and staccato speech of this dignified creature

Reached me more deeply than any tutor’s teachings

Masters from UCD, hands too clammy to cram in his USB

His undecorated flat looked half abandoned

He looked himself half a man, haunted haggard

One hat and one scarf unmatching sat sad atop a half-mast rack

The last remaining books on the background shelves pulled into focus:

Flood Stories from World Myth, Recipes from Irish Country Houses, London Fields, and a John Garth guide to Tolkien.

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