Delay after delay
A much needed string change
A much needed property for sale
Neither city-situated nor confined to wild dales
We offered, they took it, here comes happy days
I hated the work but I loved the pay
I feared the worst and, in a way, loved that pain
Close to tight pyjamas and pills on trays, nerve strain
A sense of freedom I find hard to explain, when Earth wanes
The thin purple curtain separating the real from the dreamed strains
An overwhelming delight impossible to constrain
Despite every grim betrayal, hope makes its loping way
Haggard and trenchbent up some ropeless, plan-slaying slope
Brittle rope bridge sways but holds
Long enough for us to make our way
Across, crosses affixed to our backs like greentea monkeys
All our money and monthlies slung in a trunk
Blood-shod, drunk with fatigue
We wanted Cametigue but the owner flunked
We offered asking but they got greedy, wanted up
Wanted us to ask how high when they shouted jump
I have no patience anymore, save for mayhem and time indoors
A sudden sense of new lands in view
A sudden and welcome sense of something new
Floors clean, who’ve never known a muddy boot
Rafters that’ve heard a few hooers, none as cute as you
The wanted call came early, like a juvenile delinquent on curfew
Or a premature ejaculator when she produces the second boob
When it’s easy it’s easy, smooth as silk, smooth as overlubed
Catching up with the future, a sea breeze as we ride our jetski
Into something better, something better for me
You have to give up to get it, to get west you go east
Everyone asking questions, it feels like I’m being debriefed
It was brief but for a second there I was dead and doomed, like the great barrier reef
I gave up weed, my kief I loved so well, my happiness’ sole key
I was walking the streets in the sleet
Every joy and passion passing and fleet
Now all the box is full of toys
A joy that’s supermassive melts my bleakness
I’m walking on sunshine, like Apollo bought me new sneakers
I’m hearing angel voices, like Gabriel leant me his speakers
Happiness is for seekers, falls into laps like a lapwing shot
But you can’t be overeager, can’t spite what you’ve got
That’s the difference between have and have not
Appreciating what’s already there, warts and all, corn and rot
It rocked and rocked and rocked, wind a great boxer socked
Our delicate cradle, that’s what we were afraid of;
Having to settle, having to take the soup;
That cursed ladle and associated label.
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