Subtle changes in tandem with how much blood I gave the ancients

Birdsong-testing cages in Midasian flavours

The taking by stages of crazed ladies, Maenads maybe

Would kill anyone to sustain this imagined elevation

This feeling of self-made greatness

The happy taking of honours

The lake of unspecific applause, the busiest table

Everyone listening to everything I have to say

They take away more than the words contained

Everything changed but I cannot describe how or why, in a way

Nobody cared about anything I made, then suddenly I’m worth hearing out

Before they could not hear me

Even when I shouted fiercely, lips touching their ear

Now I cannot stutter without some flutterer gushing, calling it a wonder

Things become altogether too cushy

A man needs some roughness; the Muse does not suffer

One too often succoured

Be glad to sometimes suffer

To give context to the other.

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