Brutally learning the value of a thing

Nothing I take remakes me 

Nothing offers escape

My flaking scalp raked 

My tallow candle naked 

Eating chains and snakes 

In exchange for change 

At the bottom of a black lake

I find the sundered statue’s tyrant face 

Once the Lord of this place 

Emperor, Godking of all domains 

Trying to reframe my losses 

Trying to regain my process

Fishing a lady from the cess

She of my obsessions, no less than 

The batwinged queen of outer heaven

Her appearance is malevolent

Shadows further this aspect lend

I could only write when I was high

Now I’m always tired, my inkwell dry

I suspect I’m soon to die 

When will I stop feeling tired 

The brainfog won’t retire

It amputated my other hobbies

I have damaged my entire body 

Treated gold as copper shoddy.

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