Old and confused

Moving around this flat, from chair to sill

Creaking, strained, eyes highted milklike

Undeniable disorientation

Sensing lost time, even lost mind

Feel I haven’t lost mine but most who’ve lost theirs say they’re fine

Cognitive and physical decline

Decreasing resolution in snapshots of my prime

Hair grey as an aged wolfmane

By will alone the final claim is staked

This ailing frame could tell a tale or ten

Chains draped as dissuade a slave’s perambulations

Bulked such way forbade rage or joy’s expression

Fenrir in noisome dwarfmade cage

Fighting constraint, frustrated

Energy from endless hate

A black, unseen lake inside me.

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