Needs needs needs now feed me

Dabbing paper onto shaving cuts 

Razor scuffs look like red cunts

In the bin white and claret resembling jamrags

I’ve got animals, dragons, dust in bags no Jamrach

No attack though we all rose early and lined up for that

In steel hats, self-bricking khaki pants on a ladder’s lip

Don’t trip, get a firm grip on both sides, clear your mind and let rip

RIP to the first to ascend each ladder, couldn’t have been harder

If they with megaphones announced their presence and intention

It was like they had asked for a present of hell-sent lead

To be delivered limb, body and head, riven bodies clinging

To life by shell-designed riversides, need healing Rivendell

The elves are spending days stitching me back together

I wake hard as leather after three foreverlike days in hell

My addictions a menagerie

Something out of Dickens

Something from Micawber’s window

I’m sucking on an orange lozenge

Oral fixation, break from the shotgun top

Lemniscate of its twin barrels, a drake’s nose

Breaking up its face into scale, smile and the production of fire

Smiling despite miles of bile riding fast bike around my insides

Fey fey, fairy fire in my veins today.

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