Alchemisland

Rustling me easily, loyal cattle

Gentled and docile, well practised

Well used to the lash, by cruelty fashioned

Every sour joy I knew traced its pitiful source back to anguish

Days she is gone and I am left to languish

I have no language, pigeon Spanish like a bit of the galleon

From the drowned armada washed up on the beach

I am mere marine debris, stifling heat within my gaol cell

I am weak and down to my last brain cells but keep repeating

That cycle which sees me etherised

I close my eyes to find her hiding there

Flickering flames revisit her static visage, pangs

Of angry stagnant magnetism compel me to pursue her eidolon

My inner stalactites like a smilodon’s fangs, descending violent

Sent forth in rendering, in gnashing ingratitude

Enemies on the portcullis’ inner, limnal visit

Talk back, well I know there’s consequences to that

Once bitten twice shy three eyes one inside my mind

I’m blind like a Cyclops lying face down

Odysseus sneaking out wearing a lambwool gown

Soft as duck down, soft as muck, as likely to suck

Meanwhile she’s making me eat her dust

Arm pulled up, fingertips and shoulderblades touching

Mushed up into a pretzel, mashing me like tonight’s potential potato

It’s like I tried to shoot the president and she’s on secret service payroll

She trolls me, holds me and withholds from me, tells me the safeword is secret

Safe words are don’t stop, makes me repeat it whilst beating me eagerly

Slipper like a swooping eagle gets mediaeval on my bleeding seating muscles

She’d beat me in a battle

Forget strapping young lad

This an ass that’s bad.

That’ll kick you ass after

Nofap

She don’t let go, velcro strap

Grip strength black belt

Strongest I felt

Felt tip

Felt my strength dip