I am crying now but I choke back tears, there is nothing so queer
As shedding salt for what was through my own inaction not got
What is for you perhaps never passes you by
But I have watched so many things going by, and in such hurry
That they became blurry in my sight, I could neither curry
Their favour nor attract them closer with my waving
I believe that the way is not made like stained glass
But that the roads as we walk them are paved
They can split in trine or twain, they can completely change
There is no one way, there is the range and ranger
There is happiness, or the fraying duration of rage
Until the caped deathshead pate takes at bed’s foot fearful shape
Like man but far elapsed, perhaps advanced lacking taste
Or desire thereof, lacking want that breeds want of haste
Lacking skin like wallpaper deceptively placed
That eyeless visage, nose an icon-lacking cloister, throatless mouth
Coated in gowning bone, it is that which is our true face; that we own.
Our life’s stages and stations, sometimes suffered with impatience, a brief phase
We go to a more malleable place all made of piebald marble, dickvein blue undulations
Teased out in delicate hue, every coign of vantage offers a handsome view, sun a golden coin
Without slumber going, every advantage that cruel life’s lancet askanced is advanced
Fortuna fortuitous the luck of gambling Jupiter, everyone wins every hand
None are made to bend and all stand pat, none need vouch their stetson hat
Attacks of joy more buoyant than joyless earth affords, coiling
Silver as of untouched foil draped over everything, spheres singing, rings
Ringgiving Draupnir birthing copious bounty
In copulate solification a mayhem of coins and shimmering things
Angels wearing sharkfin hats like fantasy wizards blow saintlings kisses
The wind awash with pious whispers, the weeping willow even is lifted
Gold robes to entrants gifted, hems lifted crossing mithril rivers
Their quivering fronts wearing frond shadows, frogs in the shadows
Kissed to princedom by meadowsweet affectioners, diamonds the size of
Kindness in the messiah grow in priceless clumps, rubies droop vines
A frothing, living gold animates itself, wreathing the temples in burnished kudzu
A lot or a little, as much as you would consume
All things born of womb in gloomless module
New modalities, the sheer violent actuality
Sanity and loss thereof, weight of life is coming off
Too long have I been misery’s eager servant, fervent
In my want of permanence, when none are
From that woe without surcease which does not serve me
I rise wingspreading like a fireshedding phoenix, She
In blue livery, splendorous in aquamarine
Communicating fair patronage, fit for a queen
A diamantine band across her brow’s span
Shining like a crystal bat in a fireowl’s talons
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