You know I’m not a hellsent protestant
Here I am trying to talk to God again
Back garden dolled up to look like Eden
Even Eve agrees it’s a tragedy that these
Sad days befall a gallant son of Adam
My neighbours think I’m a madman, let them at it
They hear automatic drills and rattling chains from my attic
I try to convey when I pray nothing will constrain me from faith
I visit that place, lane’s end and my release, where wild garlic sways
Praise-worthy roses explode like wode Bríd, blooms sprouting at her feet
Pastures where she bounded abound with flowers, coloured clown motley
I take the day’s best hours in the shade, cooler by several degrees.
None can talk, none can mock or baulk, nor wish to walk with me
I greet them with enmity
Venomous at my lack of success, my failure to impress
My loathing of their conformity
Ireland back in thirty three like doctrinal masonic degree
Decreeing that any loather
Any beholder of my dreams who scolded unnurturingly
I hereby accuse you of pruning a tree
Quite successfully you eroded my virtue
And given birth to a neurosis or two.
My light which unheeded burns confined to tongueless dreams
My seeds failed to germinate, taken away and replaced with praties
I remember the lustral astral Pleiades when I was courting Katie McGurk
Born in Belturbet, she had found work as a machinery instructor
As a lady, most took one look at her and laughed, but her patience and devotion outlasted
The hyena baying of bastards and once they got passed it and saw she was fantastic
Wrist equal to anyone with a prick, a real fixer, her situation became more elastic
She had a pyroclastic temper but my temperature was equal, the most tempting
Of all the town’s girls, and I was tempting myself, tasty, if that’s not over ego
Wishing not to appear over eager in my solicitation of her ‘my dears’
I waited years and years, if there were tears I never saw them, no deal
Anyway, she went off with a lovely lad from Adare, a match more ideal
It was plainly seen, but to me plain day stealing of my next years.
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