You must understand my need to escape
It is like I have been raped everyday for a decade
This job has utterly debased me
No case can be made for it
Is it me or it which cannot be saved
Dismayed to find it me.
I am at Ballard’s exhibition of atrocities, numb to the oddities
I run my once-pierced tongue along my once-plum teeth
Hair greasy from my hands running through it, pushing it back
Cannot go home anymore, no going back
I can only be Bach, who said that
Much of what was good now extracted, one last gaze at a scathed face
Leftover earth seen through rocket glass, gaseous fracked and fractured.
A different class of impact
Science had no scale for, that’s what magic was made for
Who cast it, clashing rock cascading disastrously
Fisted the Atlantic gigantic tsunami.
My life a nose, this job so much mustard
Nudging myself, muster son muster
Forth from drudgery go
Summon courage or belly’s custard
I stand at last and not the last time, Custer
Cussing them out as cads and buzzards, all bluster
They come near I cut them with the cutlass
Veal cutlets suddenly abundant when I unsheath
Shave some layers off your onions, spare seats at the table
Only eight will be eating, because Cain killed Abel
I want to be free like pirate cable
I want to go, when and where I am able
I want not to be constrained
I want to be, not paraded, but certainly applauded
I will not be upbraided, stressed to artlessness, or framed a dullard
Under the yoke of work
I am no sweating Turk at work sweeping Hagia Sophia of pigeon dirt
I am a clever wizard in a ruffled shirt
My muscles ripple, with me it’ll work out for sure
I strike out for shore after I’m thrown overboard
Thrice score kilometres or more
Even though I never trained, can’t swim and was caught short
I make it there in record time
That’s not me being cocksure, that’s the luck of the irish
We are all pirates dressed nicely, ivy climbery social climbers
All of us a little of Barry Lyndon, I think
I’m standing at the kitchen sink drinking water
My soul black as porter, mantle thane of Cawdor
Caught short shy my piss pot must relieve on the rock shore
Where she was selling seashells, my taxes to the Seychelles.
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