Repititions

I repeat myself, often

I repeat

I repeat myself, often

You reader best know my tendency

Will you lend me ten

You say yes too easy

Stretch to forgive me then

Call it twenty, less is hardly plenty

I’d keep you in me head and orisons at all times

I’d do penance for your sins instead of mine, that multitude

Though outlawed are indulgences, who can stop me trying?

How many times that sentence, twelve?

Telling the same tale time and again

My wife dying inside

Nice enough not to tell me

Most of the time

Anecdote’s climactic character unlocks clear memory, embarrassingly

I say sorry and she looks at me, as if to say no bother

The serpent chases its tail

The circuit encloses my trail

I just made the same point nine times

Enneagram of my mind, stuck record

Not depressed just recording record amounts of pressure and ill feeling

All toward strengthening my resolve

New ceiling every time I don’t commit suicide, but never a new feeling

My life revolves around dealing

In my own way, that’s a very slow pace

Making the hardest day look easy

Through my silence

Why dirty air with my trial’s recollection

Death will be easeful

I see my reflection, I am a reflection

I am a soft grape, fulla essential lemonade

Duumvirate company, triumvirate crowd

Crowd silent, peace loud

Dipped fingers lecture riddling ripples onto whooshing picture, shorebreak.

Who designed this vinyl, its depressing

Pay no more than, pay no less than

Jobbykrust, My Name is Satan

Lose the head like I’m singing in Mayhem

Streets said grand don’t come free

Wanna be grand vizier of gold company.

Alchemisland