Light and hopelessness

Every breath wrestles phlegm before exiting

Having sword not will therewith to swing

Falling to lesser enemies, head full of magic beans

Dreaming beanstalks and Jack-stalking giants

Giants who smell Englishmen welcome in the IRA

With mad dogs and Anglo-Saxons in the sun’s final hours

Rays unafraid despite day’s shortening, brighter therefore in spite

Pale as pail’s innards face gazing at wizard’s visage, death awaiting.


Promising myself turnaround soon

Gloom sticky ceaseless

Horsehair garb immovable

Shelled chickens counted, horsebeforecarted

Pray pray a climax, ending soon lending sinecure

Cursing at the moon’s scooped face, like ravaged ice cream

Stuffed into teartouched lips, savaged by heartlessness.


I am and make my art, yet some cogent part first must depart

Abhorring comportment, spurning commandment, art’s lancet

Will strike like a true knight’s lance at jousting only when my veil lifts

When smoke as from a levelled city drifts about my sitting room

Flitting like linnets in the squint-inducing womb of day

I am the whore compartment of a holy mind

I am the tortured flank of the sin-eater, blind

To pain by pain.


Courage failing at tourney ground

Travelling backward through time

Cutting tomorrow’s oak’s inchoate sprig

I Spring-eating Winterdemon

Ruined Priam sacked Illium, striking short at Greeks

Light light light light light light light

Diurnal blood yearning forth despite clouds in woolen chaos

Golden flooding down a urinal back


Rage alone sustains me day to day

My greying eyes blanche sights of delight, sapping beholder

Staying in the same place growing older

I am resined, gaoled in orbed amber

Mosquito in tree sap, poked at like a lab rat basted in L’Oréal

My wrist blessed with green dextrous and testing

Pretending I am interested, pretending I am interesting

Dealers popping Alize on my interest.

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