Centuries of endless boredom end
Stirring suddenly, repulsing dust
I must I must I must I must
At first my fussing mind tells me I am tired
It mires me in anxieties, like manacles feet unfreeing
Sprites spiteful away from me
I thee banish, I thee vanquish
They without bodies cannot vanish
But for a moment it is quiet, reducing my panic
About me swiping zealfully as at a fly about meat
I force myself from the chair, where apathy too long confines me
If I died here, now, who would find my rotting corpse
Men in shiny orpiment jumpsuits with cordons
At least that would be release from boredom
I must myself tease with great victories
I say them though far close to reach
Which undoes doubt
My hope like a peach rotting, rolled from the whole
From golden to rotted in two days
I am gloved reluctant but shove, shove, shove
Ignore commandments from above
Which ask only shrivening, none
Can say they are not dissuaded some days
By a doubt solely of the brain
Sun without, within the rain
I will for this one day ‘scape my plate, scraping sky above
I will feel as the peaced dove
Rising like a rusted man does
Full of noise and shuffle
Knees tired with fealty creaking uprise
Thence the mighty supercolliding are reduced to minuteness.
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