What I learnt from Nessus

Player of games, ancient of days

Work in poker, can’t even play

Maintain ways of surviving, even thriving

Dividing and conquering, wearing disguises

Divine walking mortal, sharing horizons with nobody.


No lies exist

Everything iteration of mind, infinite variation

Tongues desiring to know words from faraway lands

No scarcity of misunderstanding at home

No shortage of words for anything, especially anger

Lies what, what is seen symbols of a kind

Seeing a thing’s third essence, reflections of shadows

Themselves deferent to higher realms

Aethyrs ancient more than Samael

Further deceptions, turtles to the toes.


Fears, woes and hopes are dope conciliations conjured by the moist convex oscilloscopes groping around my countenance

Like wet clay fetishes made to smile with modelling scrapers they slip, slide and glide around their melting rink

They what when I blink?

When beloveds die salt orgasms from them, pieing cheeks pink striations

Upon my black collar bitter lakes poldering, pondering those gone

Graven stations walls emblazon route to Golgotha

Breath intaking steeply beneath steeple of people and nation though that relationship is currently strained

Hunched shoulders keeping lobes company, as at Notre Dame’s Easter Feast tintinnabulations

In battle, during warp spasm, rising high above spiked hair in triumph.


Cú Chulainn, old dog new ways

Ill on pipes, I packed the bowl tight it’s not even nine

Reigniting what’s still in my system from last night, 420 sick

Insides resembling waxy walls Xenomorphs built LV426, lattice of resins hawked free

Some day I will cough up my essence or get sense before it

Hence I go to my wheelie bin with good intention, cast out this wand of censure

Of whose embrace I grow o’erfond

Ground fronds down green dust, muscle twisting amount stuffed in

Sylvan alchemy, drams of green alcohol; its foam fantasy

Grinder silver bronzed with prolonged usage

Bong neck blackened like giraffe lacking, hadn’t packed holiday lotion

Room ponging old bongs, humming of spent hash

Bags stuffed in socks and drawers, in pockets, down couch sides, on bedroom lockers

Lilies on a pond, my hands thronging my face constantly, tugging beard hairs leaving my once hirsute face patchier than De Vere’s fringe

Tried throwing them away but couldn’t.


Uilleann pipes, pay pipers to ply rodents

Pray roadwise go, pry from Hamelin long child lines

I cast the javelin of my word breastward, those I would impress

Doing impressions of many mentors

Sagely centaurs taught medicine and misdemeanour

Necessary to psyche’s formation, Nessus of wit and fetlock educated me

Gifted onomancy, name obfuscation days when Babylon was raised

Utnapishtim in front of whom Gilgamesh slept creation’s duration

Robert Graves’ tales of Thessalian Deucalion immortal imammalian, Prometheus’ son, who too survived a flood

Rufus Noah ark roofing, fitting dome under will pass dark days surpassing.


In shaking temples forefather urns fall, scattering ashes across flags

Smashed statues tumble splashing into thrashing waters

Breeze-mutated tsunamis in height embarrassing Earth’s insurmountable mountains cutlassing knees and heels of our giants

Broken inkwell ichor flowing from out of soul-embossed Talos, whose raised hand blotted the sun

Laughter from high battlements, brine-spiting, Watchers quaff from sagging wineskins

Live to see towers toppling but not peace’s dove circling, nor a new sun dappling corpse-choked waters

Nor tidal recession after time revealing climes new

Decked with diamonds, coruscating verdigris, vernix strewn along new and varnished surfaces

No surfeit only breaking surf, trees sagging with fresh fruit

Bootless distances and heretofore undreamt skylines

Simultaneous routing of all recalcitrant factions

Ferrous stubborn April Aries Mars-licked

Profound and tremendous martial action as at Actium

Impensieve tides masked with flotsam jetsam

Imperious eyes painted on galley prows sporting proud Athena sundered sinking to sedge, where imperial standards to man’s evil zenith sand over

Disbanding of all populations, Isiah eyes higher

Crevassed psyche of a flood survivor, paranoid about genocidal idols

My spiralling mind is a tyrant’s bride, made the conjure vileness

This phial which sends me Deggial on a ship of smiles

Vial of verdant tiredness which is never far from my pocket and soothes me during all trials

Bridles the bony piebald I will ride at the apocalypse.

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