Trials, Tribulations, Trillions of Miles Yet

I’m a blind man and until Jason’s argonauts cast nets was highted mad saying, “Harpies stole my bread.”

Red as yesterday’s paper, red as toothclaw

Red as a cutter’s right-hand knifehand kinch the knifeblade dismayed mulling over rough beast Yeats’ Buck Bethlehem Mulligan’s word beastly

Red as raptor’s bloodstained dewclaws

Red as Somme soil, red as midnight oil 

Red as prey-scraping eagle talons

Red as harboured hate latents save for talent.


Lately imbalanced, unsettled humors bouncing grief to glee

One scale side rises higher

Baker pricing in pounds his heaviest pies

What compassion I carried forth from predecessors is damaged, from me strangled

I find life distinctly unmanageable

I feel like someone marooned from a distant planet

Everything fails with a painful precision, as if someone planned it.


I am one of two last living pandas, ageing feeling guilty about not passing on my genes

In every show I watch people my age, wholly unlike me, worry about pregnancies

I worry about rapid seizure of mind’s assets by sadness’ erasure

That I will one day wake to subtle darkness when they extinguish every brazier; my fantasia will end.


Reading articles about missile strikes

Sea levels rising to dangerous degrees

Soon, commencement of long-due penance

A rending, rendering rent-taking

Dublin will be as a Venice

Zealots rant atop boxes like tennis umpires

Speaking loudly of prime sin Silence,

“Who here washed-hands Pilate,

Who a vital rebel rival to this satanic Empire whose arrival the Bible foretold?”

Little more than prattling prelates on soapboxs

Yet words impression not lessened

By either his stench or lined elephant-eyelid complexion.


Heinous stenches will rise

Liffey spied halfway up Heineken building low tide

Spides spiteful riding whip-gentled piebalds through suburban drives a sight no more seen

Low rises spied with eels inside

Statues reposed pridefully among passing shoals

Lockout hands raised to summon strikes: great appear great, knees rise

No more are Dublin’s streets choked with Deliveroo bikes

But no joke navigating past those new floating Deliveroo boats

Blossom petals wig conveyor belt water, floating like spoiled votes

Or a hidebound boat, wee báidín, bound for Rathlin four thousand years ago

Atlantean temples beneath green water, Dublin’s daughters and sons of Roisín.

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