Looking out from the highest window
Gaunt regiment of flayed trees girdling her lonely tower
Purging stones, sins that cure, lonely dismal sinecure
Sign it all away
Walls her grandfather raised marked the barony
Jericho’s opposite, high walls and many years since sounding trumpets
Amidst the crowd yet apart from the whole, she haunts the great house’s narthex
Realities increasing indiscernibility from dreams, memories retroactively recalled as prophetic omens
Her manse received Bacchia, recalling one that she did not participate in
Circumscribed by injury, a brace retained limbic rigidity
Vampires odd from gimlets left the carousel of the ballroom’s midway, catching their breath by her fastness
Ice light drooling from precious fixtures
Light from bulbs forming messy fulvous suns across lacquered wall panels,
Gem facets return motion millennially
Maenads in Gourdian repose, twisted erotically
Boneless with drink, all yield like flesh wrapped copper wire
Limboeing from laps, presenting raptured rolledback eyes
To the mendicant and her mending arm, liminal at the edge of proceedings
Masked man shooting up in the scarsella where two Turners hang
Turning his pockets out for a lighter, pockets inside out like bleached scrotums
Dilettantes made muses strumpets to the fallingstar rhythms of jazz
Boy, they could make jazz before those nukes fell
Voodoo circulations
Call an exorcist drumming, liquid wristing lewis gun sounds from the snare drum
Subversive rhythms assign alien circumlocutions
Mellifluous motion, tonal taut tight tossing trumpets trumping trilling thrilling
Loss as loud as a crowded house pervades, seems it sours the grounds
Candlescent last night’s seance, pearlescent phantasms swimming inside the mirror
Reported apportment of a red shade, windlessly winnowing above the round table
Filigree of faraway roads leading where
Her dress and the ruby at her throat a red shade
Difficult to behold
On the balcony
Angel arousing her mouse brown hair tamed in a chignon
Reveals her shoulders
Revels recalling, breath swelling, tales talling in telling
Days when her hair had fallen free, greener leaves adorning trees
Revielles, sweating byzantine reels lent their affair eastern splendour
Dented thumb knuckle, perpendicularly bent to caress the naked ringfinger’s underside
The ring she fumbled with once, haystacks midnight tumbled in, rhapsody of straw and sin
Pale band bends at her finger’s hip, the ghost of her lover
They will never reveil her
Fingers poised like a trained compass
Traces cold marble balustrade marking balcony’s edge
Breathes deeply and, holding three seconds, imbues intention
Exhales stomach flattening, exorcising want
Murmurs indecipherable apotropaic charm
Intriguing herself with velleities, dissipating upon contact with
Notions, I have cried enough at the Cenotaph
Clandestining in postered beds like a succubus
Internal alembics, testicles and trophied tubes
Chemysteries, twenty third of each month crossed
Married men, virgins, shaggers, divorceds
Pecuniary eroticism, clanking coffers her orgasm song
Equation of gold and flesh, Midasian frenzy blotching her china
Prints along the round of her spine and bottom, like a measured horse
Frisson at climax, conducting orgasms the gloved peers
A chamber behind a bookcase, revealing a string section
Dangling from the ceiling like punitive vines, rough knouts
Like angry balled fists, dull green rope secured like an oath
Sartorial elegance, whorl of manners, glissome pallaver
Words weaved elegantly, their meanings sandwiched between
Patter and prettying and prying and plauding and persuading and persiflage
Perversing over mixed drinks, liquids lying one atop the other
By order of weight, they lay down to bed
Strung up like a marionette, ravished like a Trojan woman
Afterwards stroking his hair in her lap, her joyously split lip protruding like a fish’s
Neither sackless nor condemned, yet some internal misalignment mandated punishment
Capacious desire for caprice
Her passion still as a leveret, cooled by the tower’s distance
Politics of suicidal experimentation, susurrations from the Tarot spread
Whether divine or not
Apathy of the flesh
Equation of divinity and waste
Equation of disgust and delight
Something of the Aztec in it, in her
Puma want, flashes of tooth rent flesh
Sloughing with the incisor’s trawl
A French sensibility, preternatural desire for things raw
All that’s good and all that’s gold, things which she abhors
Boredom which quells even desire to relinquish boredom
Long sigh of life
A palimpsest of meaningless phases, sworn not so
Standing faceless by a mound of cast off masks
Searching for the bleeding one
She had tattooed every inch of herself with another self
Like a snake hoarding shed skin
Like paint over black mould.
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